Monday, November 02, 2009
Well well guess where I'm blogging from. Haha.
And yes I'm trying to keep updating my blog now. Somehow something inspired me to keep updating.
Today I got to thinking about life away from home. What my life would be like away from my comfort zone. And when I say that I mean Singapore.
Singapore is my comfort zone. I feel comfortable here and I am used to the culture. Yet somehow there's this dissatisfaction in me that craves experiencing life outside this comfort zone. Paradoxically, I have this fear of leaving this very cozy place that I have spent almost 19 years in.
The phrase 'almost 19 years' is a hint btwAnyway, I am still undecided on what I want to do after I finish my time. I remember being really annoyed because I didn't know what to do with my life. I felt frustrated because I hate being in a dilemma. It is truly one of the worst things to be in!
Take me to a world, a different worldCross the boundariesPush the edgeMy mom told me 'don't take life too seriously', yet somehow I can't help but wonder if I don't take life seriously enough. Mom was so worried for me cos she thought I was being overly sensitive. But the ironic thing is, I was upset precisely because I was not taking things seriously enough and not knowing what I want in life.
It's like this big loop that keeps going round and round.
Makes me wanna sing.Maybe I think too much. I honestly think I do.
Yeah like heck you doYawn I think I shall go and sleep.
9:42 PM
