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Tuesday, May 29, 2007


Well, I'll be flying off tonight!

Yup so this is going to be the last post till I come back, unless somehow I get a computer with internet access there.

It's exciting! Haha yup it's my 1st time to Europe! I heard it's really beautiful there. I'm gonna bring the video cam. My mom did tell me that if I bring the video cam, most of my time will be spent filming and people will keep asking you to take and you won't be inside at all. Haha no matter, I'll bring it anyway.

Haha and my dear class will be there to send me off cos my family is in Japan! So nice right? huh?

Don't Cha wish your class was tight like mine?

Ok that was so lame. Haha and it sounds rather suggestive too.

Anyway I really hope this trip is going to be awesome. I CANNOT FALL SICK or I'll be grounded in the hotel room. No sightseeing and shopping if I'm sick.

Thanks to everyone who has been there to hear my complaining and frustration for the past few days, I appreciate it :)

Yup I guess this is it. Hmmm It'll be interesting to see how many blog views I will get for the next 11 days. Haha.

Seeya!


:)

10:28 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007


Well I'm here at the computer, waiting for time to pass so I can leave for History Lecture. Decided not to go for Lit cos i woke up late and I don't want to walk into the LT with everyone staring at me, giving me the "tsk tsk" look. Haha..

Yea and I love the new blogskin, except the the 2 enormous words "Teenage Angst" written across the pic, cos I'm not angsty or depressed or anything, so don't think that way. Lol.

I don't think I'm going to remove the acidic post anytime soon, cos I would be lying if I said I didn't mean the things I said.

Last week wasn't a very good week for me, so I hope that this week will seriously be better, with the Slovakia trip and all. I have tons of things to prepare for the trip. I have to buy tapes for the video cam and a whole lot of other stuff. Hopefully I will have time to do all of that.

Today's another full day ahead. After History I have choir sectionals then choir practice, all the way till about 7.

Somehow I'm getting a foreboding. Like something bad will happen during the trip. Hai, hope this feeling isn't right.

I don't want to feel sad. I don't want to be angry. I know it's not me to feel like this. Need to snap out of it soon.

9:23 AM

Sunday, May 27, 2007


I love artistic films. Meaningful and artistic films.

I prefer the feel good ones to the depressing ones though.

American Beauty and Amelie. 2 must watch shows!

10:16 PM

thanks. Appreciate it.

7:39 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007




















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I'M GOING FOR THIS CONCERT ON 30TH JUNE!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!



Thank You God.

:)

11:52 PM

Ok this is a bit slow, but sports carnival was quite fun! Haha yea we cam whored a lot. The pics can be found at http://sexandsoma.blogspot.com

Yea although we got trashed during frisbee, I still enjoyed it. Frisbee's my fav sport after all. Lol. Yea the scores were like, 10 - 0 and 8 -0 or something like that. Haha...

However, T4 still won a lot! Haha yup cheers to Anne for getting 2nd for Long Jump.

Yea after that we went for lunch. Our class and the senior class. It was quite confusing cos some people wanted to eat sushi, some wanted to go casuarina, but in the end we settled for Taka Seoul Garden. Haha... Yea and I made friends with my seniors! Priscilla was like talking to Put Put (Haha) and was asking him if he did Malay, and then she was asking me:

PP: Do you take Malay?

Me: Do I look Malay? *laughs*

PP: No you don't look very chinese

Me: Then what do I look like?

PP: I don't know, like english.

??

Haha oh well, I can join you now, Corinne. Haha it's the mistaken race thing. Corinne got mistaken for a filipino!

First day of Chinese class:

Corinne: * walks into class

Lao Shi: TL hai shi ML?

Corinne: Wo shi hua ren!

HAHAHAHA

In case you didn't know, TL stands for Tamil Language and ML stands for Malay Language.

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Jason brought some delicious snacks to class last friday! But it can only be bought in Indon! DAMN!









It's damn nice lah! It's like this deep fried corn seasoned with garlic and spices and it's DAMN GOOD. AAAAH why can't it be sold in Singapore??!!

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We went to see Gabriel's performance on sat! Yup it's the ACJC drama student's exam. I must say most of the performances were really good. Although a lot of them had really fake British accents, it was still quite good. Anne fell asleep after intermission. LOL.

Yea then we went out for supper at macs, and we walked around Clark Quay at the clubbing area. It's really cool actually. The lighting was all purple and it's the kind of ambience that I rarely experience, so it was quite interesting.

Hui Ming got suaned like crazy again! Haha along with Corinne and Ah Pie. All the crazy class scandals. LOL.

I had a great time on sat. Hope to do it again.

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Had a gathering yesterday. Here's a funny bit.

*Megan (P4 niece) playing the computer

Me: Do you know that last time when you were younger, you were so small, we just carried you in our palms and passed you around?

Megan: Really?

Me: *looks at her for a while, trying not to laugh* You really believe me ah?

Megan: *looks away smiling* I dunno lah!

Haha it was so hilarious.

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Tomorrow's going to be another boring day. All the lessons are so waste time. On top of that, I still have to spend 3 hours doing nothing, waiting for choir. AURGH.

My H1 exams are this week too. I'm hoping for a good pass for GP and an A for maths. I really want to score well for Maths!

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The choir performance today was quite ok. I heard from some of the classmates that it was very good, although the clapping was off-synch.

However, during evaluation, Mr Toh said that we were off tune, and that if that was our best, we should be worried.

Ah well. Guess we need more practice.

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I'm leaving for Slovakia next tuesday! Haha yup and Anne says T4's going to send me off! Woohoo! Haha... I love my class!!

Guess that should be all...

Oh yea the scandal photo of the week!









Photo taken: 18/5/07
Location: CCAB Court
Scandal: Corinne and Ah Pie. There is actually earphone in both their ears but due to the quality of the lousy camera phone, it can't be seen in the photo.

Yup. That's it!

7:48 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007


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9:58 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007


PE was fun today!

Haha yeah we did some aerobics thing which turned out to be very funny and very enjoyable. It was kinda like a community service thing for senior citizens like Gerald said. lol. Still, it was a nice change from the running and stuff. It also reminded me of this:





















"Feel the burn, ladies!"

Haha...

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Yeah school's been less stressful. Homework isn't as bad. The thing that I have to worry about now is the Paper 4 essay which is due on wednesday.

Got 2.4 tomorrow. Damn. I have like, 3 hours of free time. After NAPFA I still have to go for choir sectionals. Hai.

Oh well, for Europe, it's worth it! Haha yeah I'm looking forward to the trip. It's my first time to Europe and I really want to go see what it's like. However, the choir is very small and we have alot of shifting around to do due to the sound balance and stuff.

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Yixin went for his EXCO interview, I wonder how it went. I hope he gets the secretary position that he wants. He claims that the people in choir are power hungry. I remember telling Colin about the seniors and how they love singing so much that they sing together during free time. He was saying how Catholic High choir used to be like that till everyone started getting political and going after power instead.

Imagine, so much politics in school. I can't imagine what we will become when we enter the working world. I guess it kinda prepares us for the real thing outside. Colin was also saying how the Poly people are so different and mentioned about how we were so sheltered in Catholic High and CJ.

Yeah I guess we are. Most people who enter these schools are very similar to us and usually have similar backgrounds. In a sense it kinda makes it hard for us to break out of that and interact with different types of people. No matter, we'll have plenty of time for that.

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The Pre-U sem people will be having their exams this week. All the best people! Yup, but the class will really be empty next week, and both the people beside me will be gone! Sob sob. Ah well...

Gabriel's performance is this sat! T4 ppl! Let's go support!

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CHMA's coming, and although Jit said that I will be invited back, I don't feel so sure. I would love to go back though. Well if I'm invited back, I hope for some of my talented classmates to aid me with their musical skills! Haha...

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Matt says he's really stressed from Drama and stuff. Co-incidentally, TJ is doing MSND as well. So there will be 3 renditions of it coming soon. I don't think I'm going to watch either of them though. Lol.

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Cheryl and Michele are really crazy together! Haha they go mad when they're put next to each other. Beware! Don't stand near them when they're together! Haha...

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Something funny happened today. Although I wasn't there at the start, I was filled in. Lol.

Ah Pie: *walks to the corner to change

Corinne: Ah Pie! You're fat!

Ah Pie: What? *takes off shirt and does a gorilla pose, attempting to scare the rest.


Haha and he did all that with all the girls looking. It's kinda like this. LOL.




















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Sigh, I'm personally not looking forward to tomorrow. It's another long day. Sob.

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My friends wanna go overseas again this year. I really want to too! Maybe Europe or somewhere fun.

Hope to go overseas with my friends this year!

In the meantime, Slovakia all the way!


I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...


7:57 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007


Well, SYF came and went.

Silver. Yup if that's what you're wondering.

And nope, I'm not really sad, cos this SYF's just another "milestone" that we have to cover, as quoted from our choir teachers. The important thing about this is that we gave our best as far as I know, and that's what matters. I have still enjoyed whatever fellowship and time spent with my choir-mates.

However, training will still be as tough. Yeah that sucks doesn't it. I'll miss cell again, all the way till the trip. AURGH.

I had a fun time crapping with the rest, Qimin, Peter, Joline (I think that's your name. Lol), Joy and Kathleen, while waiting for the results. I can't believe they said that I always have the same expression on my face!

Peter: If we get Gold With Honours, I'll jump off.

Joline: (To me) If we get Gold With Honours, you change your facial expression k?

Lol and I was asking Qimin if I really had that same expression on my face.

"Yeah."

Omg lah. Haha... Maybe I have to start exaggerating my facial expressions. So please excuse me if I have very strange expressions on my face for the next few weeks. LOL.

There's no choir tomorrow though. Phew. I really need that break, it's been really exhausting.

I have been having so much inner conflict lately. It's more of dilemma than anything else. I hate it, I really do. It's a big struggle to be around people when I feel so conflicted inside. Sigh, but I'm glad it's over now.

I have to study for the stupid History test but I don't want to!!! I'm so tired and drained from SYF! Ms Soh! You're a choir teacher! You should know!!!!

Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I'm scared of you"

I drank my first soft drink in 3 weeks! Haha... My sister lah! Sent me an email telling me about diabetes cos she's studying to be a nurse. I already stopped drinking soft drinks before she sent that email but I continued not to after she sent that. Haha...

I'm so tired. Just want to go and sleep soon...

"many different kinds...good house remixes of dance songs, japanese, some jazz, some rock..."

"If we get bronze, I'll jump down!"

Haha...

:)

8:54 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007


Sry for not updating.

Yup, it's 4 more days left to the SYF. However, I've yet to get my white shirt.

Had a bad case of diarrhoea, was pretty much feeling quite tired the whole day. I was up all night doing the History outline and the PI. This week has been quite good though. The only tiresome part was today. Other than that, it's been much less stressful as compared to the previous weeks.

I heard that most people in the choir are really feeling the stress of the SYFs. People breaking down, etc. I guess we are just really determined to do our best and give it our all for this competition.

Lately, I've run of out of things to say on this blog. I really don't know why.

Hmmm, a change of skin perhaps?

Anyway, today was Anne's B'Day! So we celebrated it in class with 2 cakes baked by some of our classmates. Haha the chocolate cake was a little burnt, but it was still nice. Having not much of a sweet tooth, I didn't eat much but still felt sick, like I always do after consuming too much chocolate. Yah, could tell that Anne was really surprised when we gave her the cake and all.

"T4 is love". Yes it is!

Once again, this is going to be a short post. I promise to be more elaborate once I change the skin again. Yup so seeya ppl!

(Other than a full day in choir, I'm really looking forward to tomorrow!)

10:22 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven

5:50 PM

"The Mansion Of Gloom"



Fleurs Du Mal - Sarah Brightman

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