Saturday, August 02, 2008
Well well well.
Prelims are in 3 weeks.
And I feel SO unprepared.
On a good note, revised timetable starts the following week so I'll have MUCH more time to study, even though it's just for 2 weeks.
I seriously can't believe how fast this year is passing. Last year and the year before seemed like... wow it's so fast but this year it's even faster. Even my JC orientation seemed like not so long ago.
*Flashback*
I still remember that name chain that we had where we had to put an adjective in front of our name, which actually REALLY made it easier to remember.
Our class went something like this.
(*note* I'm only going to put those that I can remember. If I get it wrong.... who cares. Haha)
Smart Sam
Jovial Jason
Sophisticated Shermaine
Amiable Anne
Youthful Yuslina
Lovely Luo Er
Malicious Michele (haha kidding! I can't remember yours cos I thought you were mean last time LOL)
Mangled Melissa ( HAHA kidding again)
Yea O1 was such a fun time. I remember dragon boating and doing stupid stuff at the grass area near the National Stadium. I think I remember O1's finale night the best, where we performed the skit. I'm sure Jason's very fond of his maple man memory. Haha.
I miss orientation. (Yes Cheryl O2 too even though it was much less fun than O1)
Ah well. I still remember someone saying "Don't focus on the past but look forward to the future"
That is actually very true.
Maybe we should try to forget all those TERRIBLE memories and look forward to what is ahead, no matter how bleak it is.
J1 was fun, but hey we had so many other more fun events like both lit nights and history night. (Eat this, science students!!)
Yea anyway, the past week has been full of ups and downs. I kinda felt like I lost myself over the course of the week a few times. It seemed as though I was transported to this other place (Paper 4) and I was just this weird, floating mass of pretense and disguise. Over the past few days I sort of felt like a powerful omniscient force dragged me back by the hair into the present world, with me yelling and kicking vehemently, refusing to come back.
But I'm glad I did.
Looking back, I am now able to view with unclouded lenses how we can so easily fall into the heinous traps of self deception and misinterpretation.
Its a new dawnIts a new dayIts a new lifeFor meAnd Im feeling goodFeelin' good...
10:51 PM
