Everything around me crumbling, falling apart. I hate you, I cannot hate you, I must love you. Don't take me, Don't leave me, Get out of my head.
Suffocating, drowning in the lies and negativity Kill me Stab me Poison me Don't cut yourself Don't hit yourself Don't inflict more pain.
The very essence of life being sucked out of me Drained out, passed out, falling out Shouts of joy and pain engulfing within my head I see the world spinning below me All confused, all misunderstood Don't push me over the edge Save me, I beg. Wait for me.
Remove your mask, peel the paint off Are you too ashamed to reveal what lies beneath? Who are you to judge me When you are just as human Just as wretched Just as gross and disgusting.