Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Well, SYF came and went.
Silver. Yup if that's what you're wondering.
And nope, I'm not really sad, cos this SYF's just another "milestone" that we have to cover, as quoted from our choir teachers. The important thing about this is that we gave our best as far as I know, and that's what matters. I have still enjoyed whatever fellowship and time spent with my choir-mates.
However, training will still be as tough. Yeah that sucks doesn't it. I'll miss cell again, all the way till the trip. AURGH.
I had a fun time crapping with the rest, Qimin, Peter, Joline (I think that's your name. Lol), Joy and Kathleen, while waiting for the results. I can't believe they said that I always have the same expression on my face!
Peter: If we get Gold With Honours, I'll jump off.
Joline: (To me) If we get Gold With Honours, you change your facial expression k?
Lol and I was asking Qimin if I really had that same expression on my face.
"Yeah."
Omg lah. Haha... Maybe I have to start exaggerating my facial expressions. So please excuse me if I have very strange expressions on my face for the next few weeks. LOL.
There's no choir tomorrow though. Phew. I really need that break, it's been really exhausting.
I have been having so much inner conflict lately. It's more of dilemma than anything else. I hate it, I really do. It's a big struggle to be around people when I feel so conflicted inside. Sigh, but I'm glad it's over now.
I have to study for the stupid History test but I don't want to!!! I'm so tired and drained from SYF! Ms Soh! You're a choir teacher! You should know!!!!
Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I'm scared of you"
I drank my first soft drink in 3 weeks! Haha... My sister lah! Sent me an email telling me about diabetes cos she's studying to be a nurse. I already stopped drinking soft drinks before she sent that email but I continued not to after she sent that. Haha...
I'm so tired. Just want to go and sleep soon...
"many different kinds...good house remixes of dance songs, japanese, some jazz, some rock..."
"If we get bronze, I'll jump down!"
Haha...
:)
8:54 PM
