Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Just came back from worship prac. Was so tiring. I dunno why, but throughout the entire practice, I felt kinda awkward. I guess I'm not used to leading an entire band by myself. Well it's my first time worship leading with a full band, so I'll learn from my mistakes and awkwardness and really loosen up for the actual worship session. Also, I'm not toooo familiar with my band mates (except Isaac and Esther) and it gets kinda awkward. Half the time I'm worrying if I sound too bossy or anything. I must promise myself to loose the stiff and rigid persona for the worship during the camp. I must must must. Guess it's also because it's a worship practice, so I'm not really putting my full effort into it. Sorry to my band, I was kinda tired today. You guys did great, and the worship session for the camp will be a GREAT one. I'm sure of that. Must really pray for it to go well.
On a different topic, the internet on my computer is down. AGAIN. AURGH I have to call the computer technician AGAIN. We seem to be giving him a LOT of business, with all these faulty computers. Probably have to wait 2 more days before it is fixed. Have to use this com for the time being.
I'm thinking of changing the blog skin. AGAIN. Yeah, I'm kinda free now anyway. I'm currently trying to find a mexican/hispanic themed blogskin. Must be due to listening to too much Nelly Furtado, and watching the show "Selena" yesterday.
Speaking of which, "Selena" is a rather nice show. Watched it on HBO yesterday.It's a true story of the Latin singer Selena (obviously) who climed to the top of the billboard charts with a No. 1 album and eventually got shot by the crazed president of her fan club who was accused of siphoning funds from the club. Selena is portrayed by Jennifer Lopez. (who really looks like her, just with a bigger tushy) Lol. I must say she did a good job playing Selena. The best part of the movie was the last part, of course, when they play "Dreaming Of You", Selena's biggest hit to photos and videos of her as well as scenes of her family crying and the memorial service held in honour of her. It was quite sad. I would have been touched if I didn't stop halfway to take a bath and have a snack. I missed quite a bit of the movie, so I guess I couldn't really connect with it. Mrs Neo told us that she always cries at sad movies. She would probably have cried if she watched it. The only fake part of the movie was during the performances. Probably because I know what J.Lo's voice is really like, so the lip-synching was quite fake. Can't be helped I guess.
Apart from a few mishaps and bad decisions, I would say the holiday has been quite good so far. It's really a huge relief to not be burdened by the O's anymore. If everything goes well, I'll be going to CJ for the first 3 months next year. I have to really breakaway form my "clique-ish" behaviour and go out to make friends. I hope to at least make 3 new friends on the first day. Sounds so much like sims.
Wants: Make 3 new friends
I wonder what to do for christmas. We'll probably have another Pot luck at Matt's house. It's really fun, to all bring food for a dinner. We have to do it again.
Other than that, there's nothing else. Seeya!
:)
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